I really am not ready for this week. I know its bad, but I’m
over school. It’s my last semester, last month, and I’ve really just been going
through the motions and I know that I’ve been hurting myself in the long run.
And I know why.
As my anniversary of the attempt is hanging out in my mind,
I’ve been thinking about death. It is blending in my head and it becomes a
question if I really have gotten farther from the point in my life, or if I’m
just going through the motions. I've been thinking about friends that I’ve
lost. I haven’t talked about it on this blog because of 2 reasons one, part of
me doesn’t want to put them on blast for their choices since we do have friends
that we share, and two, I’m still not honestly sure what happened aside from
people wanting to fix me.
I was going to write more about what is going on, but I
think it is best to make sure that I don’t go into it.
-Skadi
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